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2010-07-28T11:25:00.002+08:00

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2010-05-21T17:31:00.002+08:00

YAY ! TOMORROW MY BIRTHDAY ! <3
Going celebrate with my loved ones later on ! Cant wait sial ~ -shy- Sure its gonna be a funfun day ! HOHOS !

21.05.10

2010-05-17T14:00:00.000+08:00

5 MORE DAYS ! WEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

17.05.10

2010-05-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to amk meet zizi , rachel & dardar to celebrate zizi birthday . Sang k till damn high sial . Than me & dardar go buy cake for zizi . After k went play pool . After that home . :D hope zizi this year de celebration he will be damn happy . :D Today didnt go to school . Headache . Than geng dao 2 days mc . Wahahahas ! :x Dk what to say le . 17 more days to go ! :D

05.05.10

2010-04-26T18:54:00.005+08:00

Staying over at costa sand resort from 24-25 april . On 25 april is my brother's 21st birthday , also my first time going into jackpot room & playing jackpot . LOL ! I know sounds retarded . -.- Hmms . On saturday night , joey & dex came to accompany me . Thanks alot . ^^ Dont know what to say liaos lehs .. Sian of blogging le . LOL ! :D

26.04.10

2010-04-24T12:44:00.003+08:00

Yesterday after school , i went to xiuzhen house . After that , meet alfian at dhoby . Than headed to bugis together . We took photos of watches for our project . Than i came to this shop . Took a few photos . Than the uncle came out and say cannot take pictures . Than i say ok & i stopped taking . Than xiuzhen inside seeing watches . After that , we was about to leave the shop & the uncle said , " TMD ! Dont know is come take pictures of buy things . " . Wtf sial . I already stop taking photos . Need to scold bo ? I know you dont have mother already , jealous izzit ? Stupid uncle . Fuck off lahs . Damn angry ! -'-

Going chalet later .

24.04.10

2010-04-15T17:23:00.001+08:00

Life at bishan ite simply S.U.C.K.S ! -.-

2010-04-07T23:56:00.001+08:00

Sian sial . Next week school reopen le . At bishan somemore ! ZXC ! But lucky is afternoon than need to report to school . Arboh i sure die . ZXC . Hahas ! Recently damn lazy blog luhs . Like so sian loh ~ /=

07.04.10

2010-04-03T16:54:00.002+08:00

15 different languages of saying " i love you " .
French : Je t'aime, Je t'adore
German : Ich liebe dich
Hawaiian : Aloha Au Ia`oe
Indonesian : Saya cinta padamu
Italian : Ti amo
Japanese : Aishiteru / Anata ga daisuki desu
Korean : Sarang heyo / Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida
Latin : Te amo
Malay : Aku cinta kamu
Russian : Ya tebya liubliu
Spanish : Te quiero
Taiwanese : Wa ga ei li
Tamil : Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Thai ( to female ) : Phom rak khun
Thai ( to male ) : Chan rak khun
Vietnamese ( to female ) : Anh ye^u em
Vietnamese ( to male ) : Em ye^u anh

2010-04-02T13:10:00.002+08:00

I couldn't believe it . You told me so much .. But .. Look at what you've done . I hope what i see is not what i think .. But if its what i think , all the best to you & her bahs . (: At the end , its still me who havent move on .. Hahas ..

02.04.10

2010-03-28T23:49:00.001+08:00

Hihi ! Damn long no blog . Cause my internet dont know what happen , connected but cant access to internet . Stupid sial . -.- Okay , so many days liao , i also forget what happen already . LOL . I only remember yesterday went to ecp . & thought about alot things . /= Jit tao sian 1/2 . LOLS ! Ok lahs . Come blogblog nia . Dont know what to say le . BYE !!

28.03.10

2010-03-21T20:18:00.002+08:00

Boo ! Just woke up not long ago . Laughs . Friday night went to boat quay with joey.s , desmond , bryan , alan , wenzi , rachel , eileen & brendon . Tonned and took first train home . Saturday went cube , bishan , ang mo kio , parklane volcano & homed . Tonned with andrew , wenzi , rachel & my brother . Dont know what to say le . HAHAS !

21.03.10

2010-03-18T22:37:00.001+08:00

Hey ! Pictures spam for today ! && ! Today suppose going sit flyer . But too ex . -.- Faints . Idk what to say lehrs . Today damn hell stupid jiu dui le . LAUGHS ! Enjoy ~

18.03.10

2010-03-15T23:49:00.001+08:00

Boo ! Long time no blog ahs ! Parteh time till forget blog . LAUGHS ! Actually also not parteh . Just that not staying in jurong nia . -.- Went to cube these few days . & went prawning ! Together with my brother . HAHAS ! Like a fun uhs ! Gonna go prawning again ! Wahahas ! So many days le , cant remember what happen le siol . -.- Hao lahs . End here lehrs . Gonna go orhorh liaos . Zzzz . Goodnight peeps ! (:

15.03.10

2010-03-10T16:02:00.001+08:00

EXAMS OVER ! WHTS THE TIME NOW THAN ?
ITS PARTEH TIME ! WOOHOO !

10.03.10

2010-03-07T22:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOKKEONG ! :D
Slept late yesterday night so today woke up late . Supposed to have went to jurong east library study with huimei & leon , but never . =/ So i went to pioneer mall study with felicia . After that went to carpark sit . Joey.s came . Awhile later went to 644 & homed .

Felicia ah , nobody's life is going smoothly . Sure will have ups and downs . Is just depends on you , whether you wanna overcome it or not . Is not YOU CANT , is you WANT or not . After you overcome each setbacks , more or less you will grow abit . I'm not good at words , thats what i felt only . & remember this .. Your friends will be around to help you . Cheer up oh ! (:

07.03.10

2010-03-06T11:39:00.000+08:00

Zzz . Hao xin bring my brother go out watch movie , eat good stuffs and play arcade , what i get is scolding from my mother just because i go home late . -.- I today spend almost 100 bucks of my own money lehs . I also never say anything to her about this . Zzz . She keep scold scold scold , than i nicely say back abit , she started to shout . -.- Fine , fine . I shut up . What a day manxzx ! -.-
Just now watched alice in the wonderland 3d movie at marina square . Actually the movie not bad , just that the 3d glasses making my eyes hurt and headache . -.- After movie went dining at pasta de waraku . Played arcade & pool . Went back jurong slack awhile and went to safra play audi & l4d2 for less than 1 hour . Miracle sia . No lahs , is cause i no more money . -.- Sian . Going exam le . Gonna concentrate on study tomorrow . Bye !

06.03.10

2010-03-05T23:58:00.007+08:00

I'm so damn irritated by all the words in BPS textbook ! Its drowning me too !! I really hope i can pass luhs . I dont wanna retake any modules . @.@ Life is so damn hell boring . Nothing to say le . Bye .

05.03.10

2010-03-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

Went studying with joey.s & felicia at pm mac . After that met jiaming l4d2 awhile & homed . Now than i know jiaming is allan's godbrother . The world like a small only . Laughs . Seriously , i really dont know i'm studying or not . Nothing gets into my head . Argh ! FML lahs !

I really hate my life now . Dont know what the fuck had happened to me . I seem fine , but actually i'm not . I'm fucking stuck in the world with you around mentally but not physically . How can i fucking get you out ?! I'm getting real impatient . I can do nothing everyday but to fucking wear an idiotic mask . What i'm looking for is hope , but what i found is hurt . WHY ! I'm really fucking pissed off . Argh ! I wanna have you but i cant . Its just like knowing that there will be danger in that cave but i still got the mindset of going it . How stupid can i be ? Who can be the one to wake me up ? I wonder ..

04.03.10

2010-03-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Went to school awhile and headed to jurong east library to study with alfian ; xiuzhen ; huimei & leon .
Study lehrs jiu chatted at library awhile .
After that i went to jurong point meet liting ; siokhui ; joey.l & ahbi .
Went l4d2 and homed ..
Hmms .. I knew something that shocked me ..
I will name THAT PERSON as "abc" .
At first i thought abc is really very ke lian .
No friends .. So i befriend with abc ..
But just now , someone told me that abc said this ..
" Friends are only to be used . Dont believe on anyone . Dont use heart to befriend with anyone . "
Hello ? You're my friend , so does that mean that you're using me only ? If thats your thinking , i would be fucking stupid and naive to have helped you in many ways . You can forget about it . I dont mind . But fancy you being a hypocrite so openly . I was wrong about you manxzx . I really got no words to describe you . If one fine day , you really pissed me off to the core , i shall not hesitate to do what i wanna do . My temper is reaching the limit . So , dont blame me if i ever do or say harsh things to you .

03.03.10

2010-03-02T16:53:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOEY.L ! :D
Gosh ! Wasted my precious time just now ! -.- I woke up late . But i still go to school . Know what ? When i reach school , my classmate told me .. " Why you come now ? Can go home already . No more lesson . " Zzzz ! Faint lahs ! -.- Ate in school and took 154 to jurong point accompany my friend buy contact lens . After that jiu go home . Now blogging , but gonna sleep le . Damn tired . @.@ Goodnight in advance to all . (:

02.03.10

2010-03-01T23:40:00.005+08:00

"I may be a slow walker, but i never walk backwards.
... your own resolution to succeed is more important than anything."

By Abraham Lincoln

This is a phrase i just learnt in bishan ite today . I find it very meaningfull thats why i post it in my blog . ^^

My resolution .. I wanna get good results for banking course . I wanna go to poly . I will try my very best to study hard & get good results . JIAYOUS XINYU !

Know what ? BISHAN ITE DAMN HUMID LAHS ! Omg manxzx ! Wearing polo tee can sweat like fuck . Wonder when we wear our uniform which is long sleeves , what will happen siol ? -.- Faints manxzx ! Oh ya ! A miracle happened yesterday ! Out of the blue , SOMEONE called me ! Shocked manxzx ! O:

I'm very shock that you sms me & tell me that you cant move on . I was happy that you somehow or rather hinted me for patch . Although i still love you , i wont patch back with you . I know that even if we patch , same thing will happen again for sure . So what for i wanna hurt myself deeply again ? We're just not meant to be . You can try out with the girl that likes you . Maybe it's a better choice for you bahs . Hope we can still be friends like anyone else . (:

01.03.10

2010-02-27T15:32:00.002+08:00

26.02.10
Went to farrer park for dinner . After that went to meet joey.l ; feli & af people . Lols . Slacked at koufu and saw our primary school friends . So we joined them at mac there . Awhile later , went back to koufu again . -.- Laughs . After awhile , junxiang ; winston & manfred came . Went to basketball court there slacked & zhencong came . Slack slack & slack . Went home at around 4am plus .

Gonna meet dorothy soon ! After that going joey.l birthday bbq . Hahas . Wonder will it be a fun day for me .. =/ After i come home than post again . Byee !

27.02.10

2010-02-25T23:29:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry . I really dont wanna hurt you . But i have to do this before anything happen that will hurt you more . I already say before at the very first place . I dont like you , i only love my ex and only him . I know time can heal . But i dont know how long . And i dont wish to waste your time . You can find a better one that really know how to treasure you . Take it as everything is my fault bahs . I shouldn't have go out with you . I shouldn't have been contacting you . I should be more straight forward . I should have been firm with my stand . I shouldn't be soft hearted . Blame everything on me . & dont think that i really treat you like you never exist . Dont ever think that i treat you for granted . We can still be friends . But if you dont want to , i will respect your decision . BUT , only friends . Its impossible to "upgrade" . & right from the start when you out of the sudden contact me back , i only treat you as friend , even till now . Thats all i have to say . Take care my friend . (:

2010-02-25T15:33:00.002+08:00

Now having BPS mock exam . But here i am , blogging ! Laughs . From next week tues all the way to sunday , i'm gonna chiong my studies all the way ! Wahahas ! Gonna study with xiuzhen & huimei . I must jiayou manxzx ! Wahahahahahas ! After exam , i'm FREE ! L4d2 & pub here i come ! ^^

Felt very troubled over alot of things . But when i think harder , i really dont know what i'm troubling about . My emotions now damn weird . Can be fucking happy for a moment , after awhile , felt so sad . Weird manxzx ~ -.- I wanna talk to you ! Cause you can talk sense to me as well as make me smile ! D:

25.02.10

2010-02-23T20:24:00.002+08:00

Dont have the fucking mood to think about what happen & write it here .
What i wanna do now is smoke & listen to " Bloody Valentine "
Wanna ignore ? Make it a forever ! -'-

23.02.10

2010-02-22T15:38:00.003+08:00

19.02.10
Early dismissal today ! ^^ Went home bathed and stuff , went to clementi meet alex & jiawei played l4d2 . After awhile , alfian came . Played awhile and went to arcade play and smoked . After that head to safra meet liting and played l4d2 again . After that jiawei went to friend house , alfian went home & alex went home with eunice . Left with me & liting . So we went to meet andy & his friends & l4d2 again . Laughs ! I went home damn late & had a tiff with my mother .
20.02.10
Went to temple to pray & went home to sleep again . Before sleeping , had war with father . I really cannot take it manxzx . So i blowed my temper . Keep scold and scold like he was nobody . At night went to relative house bai nian & gambled . Win abit nia as they only play 10 cents 20 cents . -.-
21.02.10
Rot at home for whole day but at night went to meet liting at pioneer mall . After that met claire and we played blackjack . Claire went home and met joey.s . Went home after that .

Have mock exam for WBS today ! Hahas . Still okay lahs . All know how to do accept for the 1st section and the last section . @.@ Faints . Now going home & meeting joey.s later . Maybe meeting joey.l too ! ^^

22.02.10

2010-02-18T08:31:00.002+08:00

The day before yesterday i work at a korean restaurant named " Sarang " with liting . Got to know a very nice collegue named andy . Laughs . His personality & character damn resembles my bestie . -.- Damn alike . =/ Suppose to work 5 hours & get $40 . But in the end , the guest 7.30 like that reach , & left at 9.30 . & packed everything and knock off at 10 plus . So equals to 3 hours for $40 pay plus $10 tips from the host . Hahas . ^^ After that went to meet felix at buona vista mrt . Trained to clementi to have our .. dinner ? Or supper ? I dont know luhs . Hahas ! After that went to 644 slacked awhile & went home . Yesterday almost cant wake up for school . -.- Than my mother keep call me like calling a spirit to come back like that . -.- Laughs . After school went home sleep awhile & met liting & felix . Played blackjack & i win $15 when all my bet is $0.50 . Hahas ! Not bad .. After that went home . Today hor , fucking tired . My mother call me wake up from 6.30 to 7.30 than i wake up . At first i thought take mrt sure late that that teacher sure wont mark my attendence . So i decided to take cab . It cost me $13 ! -.- $ fly ~~ But in the end , teacher will be late . -'- manxzx ! Shouldn't have wasted my money in cab luhs ! Argh ! Now i left $10 plus for this whole week . Faints .. @.@

Hmms , its really damn unfair luhs . I still love him but yet i'm with you . You can dont care , but i care . I'm afraid i'll hurt you deep one fine day . I really dont wish this to happen . I still cant get over him . The more you treat me good , the more i'll feel bad . I really dont know how to say . If can , i wish you can leave me & find a better one . You deserve a better girl . Seriously . =/ I'm sorry .

18.02.10

2010-02-16T03:52:00.002+08:00

Just reach home not long ago .
Went to safra for l4d2 with joey.l & liting .
Ate supper at 651 & went to sc slacked awhile .
Talk craps and went home .
Sorry , i should have thought about your feelings .
I dont mean to hurt you .
I didnt know whatever i say affect you so much .
I shouldnt have mention him infront of you .
I know whatever i say is too late .
Take it as it's my retribution to lose an important friend like you .
I shall not contact you le bahs .
Take care & thanks for being by my side when i need .

16.02.10

2010-02-15T15:28:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHONG ! ^^
Hellos ! Yesterday met xinhue at 900 plus . Actually is slack only . Than last min we go boat quay . Went to 7987 drink with felix & one of his friend . Laughs . After drink we cab back to jurong . Slacked awhile and went home . The heart shape thing below is laupo give me de valentine day pressie . ^^

15.02.10

2010-02-14T01:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR & VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE LIVING ! ^^
The day before yesterday i met siokhui and she gave me valentine's day pressie ! Its so nice . Thanks laupo . Played l4d2 over at safra with liting ; joey ; hidhir ; alif ; suren & ahbi . Had fun siol . Hahas ! Than went to pm slack awhile & went home . Yesterday ate steamboat at home as reunion dinner . Damn full luhs ! @.@ After that went tairong house played dai di . Lols . Actually this year like no mood to celebrate new year . Not looking forward in getting and baos like i did every year . =/ It dont seems like 2010 is a better year for me . Sian .. Gonna stay at home rot today while others are happily going other people house to bai nian & celebrate valentines . ^^

14.02.10

2010-02-11T23:40:00.002+08:00

Woke up late & missed 2 lessons . Life skills & SVE . @.@
After school kena dragged to westmall watch movie with daphne ; marcus & jiawei .
A show titled dont know what soldier dehrs . Is jackie chan show .
Not bad luhs . Quite funny . ^
Than went to koufu to accompany they all eat .
Out of the sudden , my mind is filled with you .
Tears started to fall . Memories of me & you appeared .
I used to wait for you at batok mrt station to fetch you .
You will take bus from your camp to batok to meet me .
I still remember got one time you very late than book out .
So i waited & waited . After you came , you went to withdraw money cause you want eat .
I went to buy bubble tea and sitted down while waiting for you .
Laughs . I miss those time . But now , no more .
Your life seems to be happier . I guess i've made the right choice bahs .
Enough talking about you .
Sian sia . Tomorrow BPS presentation . Comfirm cui one . @.@
God bless me manxzx ! -.-

11.02.10

2010-02-09T11:27:00.003+08:00

Woahs ! Close shave ~
Currently having bps .
And our discipline master came in to conduct spot check . -.-
Than i faster kept my cig . Than he say will spot check bag .
But in the end never . Lols ! He only saysay , then check attire jiu go le .
Laughs ! Sweat ! -.-" I'm so damn hell bored now . -.-
Entertain me please ! Lols ~

09.02.10

2010-02-08T12:53:00.002+08:00

Woooohooooos !
JWPS bbq gathering .. SUCCESS ! ^^
Got damn loads of people luhs . Alot i dont recognise siol ! Laughs !
& i jio some of them to play l4d2 together ! ^^
Okays , i'm late for school . Lols ! =/
& i've got no couple in audi again . -.- Lols .
Didn't expect him to break in audi . Oh well .. Nevermind .
Tired of going school . -.- I want quit ! But i cant . @.@

08.02.10

2010-02-06T00:35:00.000+08:00

.....
Time check : 12.35am
Accompanied felicia to austwine to get her stuffs just now . First time i go there siol . Hahas ! I know i sounded suaku . -.- Laughs . After that met joey.l at pioneer mall & slacked awhile . Went home after that . Anyway , abit shocking sia . I just asked my mother if i can go out eat with felix (my ex that my mother see before) , she never say "NO!" . Woahs ! So now i'm waiting for him to drive come . So while waiting , i'm gonna blog . ^^ But i dont know what to say sia . @.@ Nevermind , i go play audi awhile bahs . Byebye ! ^^

06.02.10

2010-02-05T17:56:00.002+08:00

Met joey.s at jurong east mrt station and off we go and take bus 99 to jurong polyclinic for my appointment . After that , joey.s brought me to prata shop and eat . Not bad lahs . Hahas . Took bus 99 to 900 plus there meet joey.l and felicia . Both joes(s) trimmed their eyebrowns . ^^ After that , went to 700 plus there slack awhile . We went to the mama shop one by one to try buy cig , but all fail . -.- Laughs . Slacked awhile , joey.s left and went we went to pm . Cause felicia want find her friend . Slacked & felicia went home . Left me and joey.l . Slacked halfway , saw hajar ; syahirah ; fara ; nardiah ; ibrahim & one of their friend . Chatted with them awhile and they went home . So me & joey.l went to claire house downstair chatted till 1am plus & my mother blew her top . @.@

Yes , its my fault that i came home so late . You said that i last time go out will call you & tell you where i going & with who . Now i didnt report to you . You dont know why ? Because that time when i going out , i will call you and tell you . But till one fine day , you said " Can dont keep call ? Very irritating . " So from then on , i never call you le . Yesterday you scolded me , yell at me . You asked me question and i answered you , but after that you asked me why i answer you . Wth ? & let me tell you . No matter how rebellious i am , i would not even think about you leaving us . No way ! I think you biased brother , or whatever that you're not good , i would think about those kind of things . I dont wish to see you tear anymore ...

05.02.10

2010-02-04T13:17:00.002+08:00

Love joey sim many many lahs !
She so tired lehrs still come meet me yesterday . ^^
Yesterday bestie came to find me driving a car siol !
Lols ! At first i thought he lie to me saying he know how to drive .
Hahas ! Than smoke with him after that he drive me to jp .
Met feli at jp & off we go to koufu .
Met joey sim there and go her house downstair slack .
Talk about alot of stuffs . =/
Went to pm mac meet doro . Long time no see my erzi le siol !
Hahas ! Than feli & doro went home .
Joey sim & i went to claire house downstair and chatted about ...
Laughs . Alot lahs . Hahas !
Anyway ,
JOEY SIM IS MINE ! WE'RE ENGAGED LEHRS ! NO SNATCHING I TELL YA !

04.02.10

2010-02-03T12:18:00.002+08:00

When you lose it , you'll tend to regret that you didnt cherish .
But when you got it back , you'll take it for granted once again .

A "toy" is for you to find when you need it . When you dont need it , you wont even bother to look at it .

Whatever people say , dont take it to heart seriously . Because most of the time , the words they say means nothing .

I dont know why i say so much crap . Laughs . I felt envious when i see people living so happily . My parents only know how to lecture me . But do they know what i'm thinking ? Nahs . I really wish when i'm down , they are there for me to cheer me up & not lecture me . I really wish . But it's hard or rather , impossible for me to tell them anything . I really dont know what to say lehrs . Felt like quitting school also . Hais .

03.02.10

2010-02-03T11:51:00.002+08:00

Peeeeeeps ! Go watch this video ! Poker face ( Chinese new year version )
Damn entertaining ! Dont know why cant upload this video . If not i sure upload here . -.-
WATCH !!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wW5ohDcPvno

2010-02-01T14:20:00.003+08:00

Everything's over .
Dont ask me what happen or why break .
I will be alright . Just the matter of time .
I dont wanna know what YOU gonna do or what YOU not gonna do .
Thats your prob . Dont need to report to me .
Not really in the mood this few days .
So , i'm sorry if i ever show attitudes to anyone of you .
I really dont mean it . But i cant control myself .
But i'll try my best to be like before .

You this mother-fucker ! You missed called me & of course , i will call back . I dont know who the fuck are you . So i called and asked nicely , "May i know who're you ? I got a missed call from this number yesterday night ." And you this fucker , using a bangla accent or i dont care you're an indian or what , come and talk to me in a guai lan way when i talk to you nicely . My intention is simple , just wanna know who called me . If you called wrongly , just fucking say you called the wrong number . There's no fucking need for you to shout at me . Right ? How funny you are , asking me "who called you?" when i asked you the same question . If i know , i wouldnt even fucking ask who are you la idiot ! Brainless kid . If you got the balls , why hang my phone ? Call me back lahs ! Cheebye ! Fuck you mother lahs ! -'-
If you're my friend & tried to play pranks , you're fucking childish ! -'- Dont blame me for saying that . You did this at the wrong time .

01.02.10

2010-01-26T16:42:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps !
Today quite happening in class manxzx !
I will name that person as "OMG" ^^
OMG love to tell grandmother stories .
I dont understand why !
About 7 people are late , and OMG started her nagging . -.-
And sent all of them to see **** .
So they went to took their bows & ties .
OMG than say them hypocrite !
Laughs out loud loud manxzx !
After they went , OMG ask the rest of the people to put on ties & bows .
Than someone shouted , "you also hypocrite"
OMG got angry and argue this and that .
Than i started to "war" with her .
Too buey tahan of her .. GRANDMOTHER STORIES & NAGGING !
Blahhblahhblahhh ~
Cant stop laughing when thinking about the process of the "war" .
Okay lahs . Not really in the mood to blog too .
Byebye !

26.01.10
i miss him

2010-01-23T17:47:00.002+08:00

Heyhey !
21.01.10
School only from 11-2 . Song boh ? HAHAS !
Cause alot teacher not in school .
& by right , after i'm meeting joey.s & baby .
But by left , i only met joey.s .
Me & her went to arena play pool .
Go out with her damn fun luhs !
She made me laughs like no tomorrow manxzx . -.-
She do too much stuns & i was like enjoy my laughing . HAHAS !
Than after pool , went to burger king ,
& off to 644 to meet baby .
Awhile later , claire & liting came .
Last is joey.l & ahbi came .
Talked about alot things & played poker as well .
HAHAS ! Without fail siol . ^^
22.01.10
Went to school for 2hours . -.-
Like a so damn lame . 9-11 .
Cause Ms chan not feeling well .
So do the homework she assigned for us & we can go .
Ms lim relifed us . & we chiong the homework and went home .
Laughs . After that , went home , bathed & do my stuffs .
Head to baby's house than go cube to pass time .
After cube , met xiuzhen & jiawei at raffles mrt station .
Than met yuehua & her boyfriend at boat quay .
We opened martel . & hor ...
Baby suppose to take care of me in case i get drunk .
But in the end , its the other way round . -.-
Around 3plus like that , mathias came to look for us .
He so bad lahs . Rejected us & go boat quay with his friends to drink . D:
Sorry xiuzhen & jiawei that i didn't ton with you guys when i promised to .
I'm so sorry .
After drinking finish , we cab home & sleep . ^^
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Woke up & went to coffeeshop near baby house to eat lunch together with ahma .
But i didnt even ate half of it .
The porridge was .. CMI MANXZX ! Zzz .
Made me felt like vomiting . Faints .
& i just reach home not long ago .
Not meeting baby tomorrow cause i need to rush out my homework . @.@
Thats all behs ! Byebye ! ^^

23.01.10
i miss him

2010-01-20T11:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUEHUA ON 19.01.10 !
Met baby yesterday at the afternoon for lunch ,
met him at the night cause he got nights out .
Hahas ! Met claire & liting tooo .
Oh ya , yesterday on my way to school , i saw joey.s !
Laughs . Today in school kinda damn damn bored .
Cant wait for friday to come . Woooohooo !
Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~

20.01.10
i miss him

2010-01-17T12:24:00.004+08:00

Yesterday , we patched up lehrs ! Yeahs !
I really do hope he'll keep his promise .
I really do hope history wont repeat itself .
I really dont wanna feel hurt anymore .
I just wanna be happy with you .
Baby , iloveyou !

17.01.10
i miss him

2010-01-16T13:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to safra & play l4d2 . Wahahas .
Got me ; liting ; joey & ahbi .
& met sharon & germaine .
You know what ? He came jurong point & try his luck to find me .
Omg ! I really dont know what to do siol .
Hais . Dont know what to say now .
Byebye .

Continued ..

I forget that i yesterday went to old folks home .
Lols . And we danced chicken dance . -.-
Than one of my teacher , SANG SONG !
& i recorded ! Wahahahas !
Will post in blog when i upload the video in my computer .

16.01.10
Friends never leave .

2010-01-14T15:19:00.002+08:00

Thanks felix for comforting me & accompany me the night .
Appreciate it alot . I know you got read my blog , so i say thanks here . =P
Remember your promise oh !
Say will bring me go drink de hor , & is you treat ! :x
I'll remember one . Cannot back out .
Hahas ! this week maybe going drink , but still not confirmed with who .
& next week , is with my beloved classmate . :D
Cant wait to go drink siol ! & of course ,
cant wait everything to be completely over ..

14.01.10
Friends never leave .

2010-01-13T17:52:00.003+08:00

School today is damn boring lahs .

Got presentation . & i only have 5mins to look at my slides . -.-

& i was like fucking nervous lahs ! -.-

Plus i sick siol , than felt like gonna faint . HAHAS !

After 4 days without food , i finally ate my 1st meal this afternoon !

But i didn't finish it . Cause too full . -.-

Lols . Hais . Am i faking a smile infront of everyone ?

Or am i smiling from the bottom of my heart ?

Hahahs ... Been thinking alot these few days ..

Whats the use of remembering so many things , i wonder ..

I also dont know why , after we broke up ,

i still got the tendacy to think about where you are , what you doing .

Thinking about when we're still together ,

did you ever do things that let me down ?

Wonder what are you thinking now , what are you up to .

What you see in me . What what & more what .

But there's no answer to any of my questions .

Laughs .

13.01.10

Friends never leave .

2010-01-12T10:15:00.006+08:00

I remember how we really know each other .
Although i know who you are for about 1 year ,
we didn't really talk to each other .
I know who you are because of jae kor ,
once dote me alot ,
asked you to look after me when i'm at bunk .
The day we really know each other is the day i kena caught by HSA .
If i never remember wrongly , the date is 24/10/09 .
After i kena caught , i felt very vexed .
Cause i scared of my mother .
You are the one who console me .
& you suggest to go to ecp .
First , we went to cathay there wait your uncle come .
Cause he need your help in moving the refrigerator .
There's 3 people in the van when the rest are moving the fridge,
me , your ahma & dardar .
I talk to your ahma & stuff .
& thats how i know you real name . Laughs ..
After that went to hougang central fetch my laupo & we go ecp tgt .
But xiaospark didn't go cause he got probation .
Altogether at ecp got ..
Joey.l ; ahbi (your husband) ; siokhui ; dardar ; you & me .
I remember you this irritating one ,
keep talk about ghost thing . -.-
I say dont say lehrs but you all keep say say say .
You that day let me try a beer that's quite nice .
Dont have the bitter bitter smell .
Its more expensive than the normal beer .
Hahas . But i cant remember whats that beer name . -.-
& thats also the day we're scared of fries .
Cause got the monopoly event at mac .
Than dardar keep ask from people stickers .
& we keep get free fries .
& bo bian , we played scissors paper stone .
Lose de have to eat . Hahas . That was fun .
I also remember you say i macham baby like that .
What also need you feed . Hahas .
Oh yahs , the eeyore in army clothes that i like .
You tried to catch it for me . But you failed .
Hahas , thanks for that .
On 25/10/09 ,
i went to cube & find you .
you're playing backshot if i never remember wrongly .
After that went to smoke all that .
We slacked at there also .
After that i need to go work at pasir ris .
& after awhile , you have to book in .
Next meeting is on 30/10/09 ,
I waited for you at jurong east station .
Your mother & ahma also there .
Went to eat tgt at jurong east de coffee shop .
Thats the first time you hold my hand .
After that , you went to toilet to change to own clothes .
& off we go to jurong point to meet joey.l they all .
& the place we stead is at jp2 1st floor .
I say " dont hold hand , we not stead . "
You replied " Ok lor , [grab my hand] we now stead . time is 2107 . Must remember . "
Thats how we are together .
Think back , its kinda funny but cute .
Somethings i couldn't remember .
I remember this ..
On 07/11/09 ,
I accompany you to bugis to buy phone .
Cause you want sign line as your prepaid keep no money .
Than cant contact .
So you went to sign line .
You also wanted to buy the same phone as me .
But too bad , there no stock .
So you bought yuri .
& they got give you 2 Michael jackson movie tickets ,
1 Michael jackson poster & 1 zouk out ticket .
You gave me that poster .
After that we went to park lane & find your friends .
& ahdi keep take my poster & play . D:
I also got to know a cute girl call felicia .
After staying awhile at parklane ,
we went to cathay to watch Michael jackson movie .
Thats the first time we watched movie together .
Happy moments flies pass quickly ,
& we started to quarrel & quarrel .
I cant accept what you want me to accept ,
You cant accept what i want you to accept .
You dont understand me at all .
I still remember , the last time we met is on 09/01/10 .
We say hao watch movie together .
But joey.l & ahbi still haven't come .
When i met you at red line de control station ,
You keep walk fast fast & throw me at the back .
You dont bother anything .
& keep give me those fcuk face .
But i didn't grumble anything .
& we went to play l4d2 to pass time , played the touch screen game .
& finally , joey arrive dhoby .
Than we went to parklane played l4d2 again while waiting for ahbi .
After ahbi came , we went to watch movie together .
& thats the last movie we watched ,
Alvin & the chipmunks 2 .
After that movie day , we quarreled & quarreled .
I posted in fb saying that ..
"After saying so much , everything is back to square . Everything went down to the drain . I tired of it already . I give up ."
You replied in fb ..
"wat can i say? after everything is back to square everyting went down the drain but... im still here for you! tired alrdy? so fast neh.... so fast give up neh.... dun give up narh im still here for you... later zombie come bite you ah xD so dun give up ^^ muacks x33"
I was happy , but whats the point of saying all these ?
Quarrels still exists . Unhappiness still exists .
I'm really speechless .
After we broke , i tried hard not to reply your sms .
But you keep sms me ! My heart hurts , i wanna reply you !
But , think again , whats the use ?
You only want what you want .
Without it = no love ?
I dont fcuking understand it at all .
Yahs , maybe its my fault to end up like this .
Its my fault that i cant accept .
My ill fate . Whatever it is ,
Just my fault , you're perfectly correct .
Is that what you think ?
If it is , than so be it .
No point for me to explain & voicing out my thoughts .
Because , everything will be back to square one .
Now , since we're only friends ,
all i can say is do take care of yourself .
Dont let people who care for you down .
Spare a thought for other people bahs .
Hope you'll find a better one that does not require you to wait for anything ,
& willing to accept what you want her to accept bahs .
All the best ..

Everything started from 30/10/09 ,
& ended on 11/01/10 .

2010-01-06T11:42:00.004+08:00

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06.01.10

i miss him

2010-01-05T17:29:00.002+08:00

Ahems ! I'm happy !

Cause i got an 'A' for my BPS .

Woooohoooooos ~ :D

& for today , nothing much uhs .

Just that i met baby boy for lunch .

& off he went to raffles to take money ,

& headed to hospital for appointment .

Doc said if the pain still doesn't go away

by next wednesday ,

he has to undergo an operation . D:

Thats sad manxzx ! Arghs !

-pray that the pain go away asap -

Seriously , i'm kinda sick of puffing already .

Now throat like so dry no matter

how much water i drank .

Lips cracked too ! Zzz ~

Nothing else to say lehrs .

Byebye !

05.01.10

i miss him

2010-01-04T13:57:00.003+08:00

3 weeks holiday gone ~

Sad siol .. School start .

Its like so boring lehs ~

-.- & i dont think 2010 will be a better year for me .

We 2 keep quarrel .

Using sacarstic way to communicate .

Things aren't going right .

Hais .. & his going hospital later .

But i cant accompany him cause i have school .

Damn ~

04.01.10

i miss him

2010-01-01T14:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODEH !

Hohos ! Its 2010 ! 2009 has passed !

All the bad luck & bad memories throw away !

Lols . Ton & nua with baby boy & my precious . :D

Stupid "triple M"{joey.l} havent wake up .

Later gonna be movie & l4d2 time !

Woohoo ! Gonna go prepare now & meet baby boy .

Best wishes to everyone ! :D

May the year ahead be successful !

Byebye !

01.01.10

i miss him

2009-12-30T12:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2 MONTHS BABY BOY !

Hmms .. My family members ..

Going in & out of hospital ..

Hais .. Everyone is falling sick !

What kind of weather is this siol !

Zzz . Problems between us will never solve .

Even if i named out all the probs to you ,

you'll just ignore & never reply .

I dont know how long can we still hold on .

I only know i'm going out of breath .

It seems to be okay now ..

But .. Actual fact is that ..

We're running away from everything .

Dont know what else to say lehrs .

Just felt tired of everything ..

30.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-25T19:53:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE ! :D

Had fun at atlantis with my precious .

Ton & stuff .

Unfortunately , something bad happen ...

Its no point to say anything anymore .

Nothing will change .

Dont say for the sake of saying .

I'm sorry ..

Take it that i've changed or what .

Its up to you ...

25.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-24T16:35:00.002+08:00

ITS CHRISTMAS EVE !

& I'M CELEBRATING WITH MY PRECIOUS !

OH YEAHS ~ -excited-

Going for a nap now !

Byebye !

24.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-22T21:35:00.003+08:00

Hey yoh !

Just met baby boy .. :D

Cause he got nights out . YESSA !

Suppose to meet joey.l too .

But she too tired .. HAHAS !

She say tomorrow meet , hehes . :D

My brother is down with hand food mouth disease .

Zzz . Hope he get well soon .

Have to take care of him till dad's home .

Awws .. Kinda sad but also enjoyable to take care him .

HAHAS ! Thats all for today ~

Byebye ! :D

22.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-21T12:56:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2MONTHS TO JOEY.L & AHBI ! :D

Currently at home .

Sian .. Need look after my younger brother .

Cause he sick . -.-

Sms-ing with baby boy now too ! :D

Dont know what to say lehrs .

BYEBYE ! :D

21.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-21T12:54:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM MALACCA !

PICS WILL BE UPLOADED IN FACEBOOK !

:D MISS SINGAPORE & ..

MY PRECIOUS FRIENDS & BABY BOY !

17.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-14T12:15:00.002+08:00

IN MALACCA !

14.12.09 - 17.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-14T03:13:00.003+08:00

Tired .. But not sleeping .

Time now is .. 3.13am .

Waiting for mac breakfast .

& off to school for the trip to malacca ! :D

Baby boy & precious friends ,

I'm gonna miss you guys like HELL ! :D

14.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-11T18:20:00.004+08:00

2009-12-11T14:16:00.003+08:00

Hohos ! Exams over !

& its .. HOLIDAY TIME ! :D

Today exam damn fooking easy manxzx .

Banking product & services is the topic . :D

I think i can get at least a 'B' .

Hmms .. Baby boy booking out today .

Yayness manxzx ! :D

He's gonna lend me his bag for my trip to malaysia .

I haven't started packing siol ~

Zzz . & xiuzhen gonna sleep over at my house on sun .

-excited- Haas ~ & tomorrow gonna go drink .

Weeeeee ~ :D

Dont know what to say lehrs .

Byebye !

11.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-10T12:20:00.002+08:00

No school today ! HAHA ~

Cause tomorrow got exam .

So my class de people go appeal for no lesson tomorrow .

& APPROVED ! Haas ~

Hmms , yesterday night damn bad mood .

Hais . All i know is only how to make people upset .

Is that the truth ?

I dont know . Thats what you said .

I guess during that 4 days when i'm in malacca ,

you'll be more happy bahs .

Yesterday met baby boy awhile .

Cause he got nights out . HAHAS !

Happy eh ~ =P Hope he everyday also got nights out .

Although i know its impossible . :x

Okay lehrs . Idk what to say liaos .

Precious friends & baby boy ,

just wanna tell you guys that ..

I LOVE YOU ! :D

10.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-07T13:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOROTHY ERZI ! :D

Sad ..

Baby boy dont know go where ,

than cannot sms .

Awws .. Misss die him . T.T

Currently having 2hours break .

Siansation is killing me ! Arghs !

Mr lee said that after i reborn hair ,

dont look like my old self ,

almost cant recognise me .

LOLS ! Got that kua zhang mehs ?

Zzz . Yesterday i went to hair salon with my mother .

She perm & highlight her hair .

& i reborn . LOLS ~

Gonna meet joey.l later .

She want see my hair . LOLS ~

I miss my boy . D:

07.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-05T13:23:00.002+08:00

PISSED OFF !

Dont be so unreasonable can bo ?

You're pissing me off you know ?

05.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-04T13:21:00.003+08:00

Its friday ! Weeeeeee ~

Baby boy booking out today .

& i'm gonna fetch him from batok .

Haas ~ So excited about the trip to malacca .

But i'm so irritated by the briefing today .

-.-" By right is 1.30 start briefing .

& now , it had changed to 2.30 !

& i'm rotting now . D:

Today exam start at 11.05 .

& i complete it after 8mins .

& i left the classroom at 11.13 .

LOL ! Fast eh ? But if i fail , also lppl .

HAHAS ! Later laupo gonna fetch me from school .

She cab down from hougang ,

to my school & to jurong point .

Cause she going take her pay . Haas ~

-rotting in progress-

Damn sian . -.-

Baby boy i miss you ! -winks-

04.12.09

i miss him

2009-12-02T11:23:00.005+08:00

Currently in school .

Siansation is killing me ! D:

Baby boy now having lunch .

Hahas ! Eat die him ! :x

Today gonna meet joey.l !

No words can describe how much ..

I MISS HER ~

Hahas ~

Of course , i also miss ..

Baby boy , xinhue , shermaine , liting ,

siokhui , joey.s & deck . :D

But the sad thing is ...

Hais .. Dont wish to say it out .

Because no point uhs .

Gonna go malacca on 14 dec !

4 days 3 nights ..

Guyguys , must miss me oh !

- loves -

02.12.09

i miss him

2009-11-30T14:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 1MONTH BABY ! :D
& welcome back to singapore ,
Joey.L mummy . :D
Woahs ~

Went to lavender meet baby boy .
Took passport & went back school .
While baby boy playing l4d2 at central .
By right he should book in ,
but by left , he doesn't need to .
Lols ~ & during my break ,
I went to central & meet him .
Played l4d2 with him awhile
and back to school .
But i'm late . *faints*
Baby boy now on his way home ,
either sleep or maple .
Laughs ~ If i can ,
i'll maple tonight . :D
Baby boy , imissyou ~ *winks*

Precious friends , meet up sooon ! -loves-

30.11.09
i miss him

2009-11-28T01:11:00.004+08:00

Heyhey !
I'm playing maple with baby boy !
Just met him at cube .
& went to vivo with many people .
Lols ! Hahas ~
Babyboy ah ! Imy&ily wohrs !

27.11.09
i miss him

2009-11-26T09:18:00.006+08:00

I'm damn fucking bored !

& i'm missing my baby boy like hell .

LOL . Having lesson now ,

& its so damn boring ah .

Zzz . Precious friends , meet up soon ! S2

26.10.09

i miss him

2009-11-17T12:21:00.001+08:00

171o2oo9

Damn long never post . Lazy siol . Arboh is no time use com . LOL ! Anyway , so sad sia .. Still need wait very long before i can see my baby . D: He kena confinement . SAD ! -.- Miss die him . D: In school damn shag luhs . Bored si wo . -.- Tml early in the morning need go lavender do passport . Zxc . Siansation is killing me . DDDD:

I just fooking miss die him . :D

2009-11-09T12:45:00.002+08:00

o9112oo9

Woahs ! So long no blog le eh ~ :D HAHAS ! Took alot pics with baby . Got alot retarded pics also . -.- LAUGHS ~ Fun eh eh ~ Currently in school lehs . But its so bored right here . -.- How i wish sat will come FAST ! Weee ~ :D Steamboat day ! With loads of couples . :D Hahas . I fooking miss my boyfriend manxzx . Argh . Blahs . Wednesday need hand in another project . Sian . Havent even started . Gonna be in dead meat manxzx . -.- Gonna post tons of pictures real soon . :D

I just fooking miss my boyfriend .

2009-11-04T15:04:00.002+08:00

o4112oo9

Hais . Stress ! Tons & tons of project coming in . -stress added- Family gonna break apart soon . -stress added- Not enough money spend . - stress added - Gonna find job , but after got job , scared no time accompany boyfriend . - stress added - So many things , i scared i cant cope well . Hais . Stress die me . Felt like quitting school , but my parents sure dont let . Didn't have enough sleep this few days too . Getting more & more listless each day . D: & i really miss my boy . Gonna see him real soon . :D Weeeee ~ =P

Please take away all my stress .

2009-10-28T10:22:00.002+08:00

281o2oo9

Currently in school , suppose to do research , but i got no mood to do . My maid is now at the police station . She reported to the police . I really hope , really really hope that nothing will happen to my father . I hope what he told me is true . I really hope . Thats what i asked for . Hais . Younger brother now in child care lehrs . In future , i would be the one bringing him to child care . But when i reach home , i'll be all alone . I hate the silence of my house whenever i step into my house . Last time i used to say my brother is irritating . But now , i would take back all those words . But everything is too late . if only i could turn back time . Thanks to those people who've been cheering me up & accompanying me . Thanks alot . I'm okay right now . & i will be in future . People i love , please take care of yourself & cheer up okays ? Dont let things bother you guys too much . Some things can be easily solved , so dont make things difficult . God bless everyone . :D

What i could do now is pray ...

2009-10-27T13:50:00.002+08:00

271o2oo9

At first , i thought everything goes well . Till yesterday , when i reach home , i heard quarrelings between my maid & mother . Hais . Supposingly , today morning bringing my maid to agency . But , who knows ? Morning , she climb down the building to 3rd story . My mother told me she jump down building , i almost faint ! But luckily , it was a false alarm . But now my maid went missing . Dear friends , if anyone of you saw her , please contact me . Thanks alot . Hope nothing will happen to her bahs . Hais . Anyway , Slackers , i cant meet you guys often lehrs . Take care uhs . :D

Irritated like fuck !

2009-10-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

221o2oo9

Once a person made a wrong step , nothing can be changed anymore .
Yes i know smoking is bad , & because of some reasons , i'm trying to quit lehrs . I'm smoking lesser & lesser lehrs . Today , after slacking with joey ; tecksoon ; shermaine & jiasheng , i went home . My mother asked me , :did you smoke ?" I dont wish to make her angry so i said no . But she knew i smoke . & she say i'm still very bad . I'm the only daughter , yet the one that make her disappoint the most . & she told me this .. "aiya , suan le lahs . Li hun suan lehrs . Ben lai wo xiang dai yi liang ge zou , ke shi bu yong le . Quan bu dou mei you yong . Ni men zi ji kan zhe ban ." Upon saying all those words , i began to tear . If , i really with my father , i really cant imagine what will happen to me . & i dont dare to think about it too . Hais . I really dont know what to do lehrs . All this happening things have been troubling me & making me moodless to study now . My friends in school also asked me why i looked so listless nowadays , even my teacher . But what can i do ? I tried not to think about it , i tried to take it as nothing has happened . I really tried . Making myself smile as hard as i could , but it wasnt from the bottom of my heart . I really dont know what to do . My head hurts , my heart hurts . No one in my family cares . My elder brother in NS , my younger brother is too young to know anything , my mother giving up this family & my father is hopeless . How ? No one can save this family anymore i guess . Really gone case lehrs . Hais ..

I'm struggling . D:

2009-10-19T19:11:00.002+08:00

191o2009

Hmms . Many things happened , but i knew it at one go . Its really hard for me to accept the fact . I dont know why things goes like that . It's very xinku you know ? To the person doing all these stupid things . PLEASE STOP ! I know you cant help it . But nothing can be done . You dont have to do these things to people who're innocent / ignorant . Why ? Hais . Breaking down soon i guess ? Thanks for people who consoled me . Thanks alot . & i appreciate it alot . How i wish i'm kept in the dark forever .. How i really wish ..

Everything gonna break apart soon ...

2009-10-16T14:14:00.002+08:00

161o2oo9

Today i skipped school ! -.- Cause cant wake up . D: Too tired bodoh . :x HAHA . Later bringing my brother meet wenzi . LOL . Laughs . Dont know want go where also . & i PRAY , - pray that joey.l will meet me later - LOL . I hope my praying works ? Laughs . Later laugong will be meeting me too ! Weee ~

To my dearest laugong {shermaine} ;
Life still goes on , although you lost one of your loved ones , you still got US ! & remember , no matter how your family treat you or you think that they dont care about you is all FAKE . Maybe they just dont know how to show their love to you . They really care for you like we care for you . Dont give up yourself okay ? Its still a long journey for you . & i'm sure , there'll be TONS of guys queueing up to jio you . HAHA . Cheer up okay ? If you need to find anyone to talk to , can find anyone of us . & i dont wish to see you tear anymore . It breaks our heart you know ? Pull yourself together . Remember always , we love you .

Everything will be fine my dear .

2009-10-15T14:57:00.002+08:00

151o2oo9

I miss my mummy ; twinnie ; laugong ; ahma & laupo manymany ! D: Miss till i cant miss a second by not missing them . When the heck can all 6 meet up together ? Mummy have fooking loads of friends to meet till no time , twinnie is busy with her school work & work , laugong is busy with attachment & boyfriend , ahma is also busy with her o levels & boyfriend too , laupo lehs ? Only know busy with boyfriend on weekends but dont know busy with what on weekdays . Hais . & yeahs , i'm busy with my school work during the day , but not the night . Everyone is busy , busy & more busy . So i also gotta be even busier by miss them manymany . LOL . I really sincerely need them to brighten my life & also if i can , to brighten their lifes . Meet up soon ok my dearies ? D:

i just fooking miss the "6 sisters" to the core .. D:

2009-10-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

On 12.10.09 ,

A cute little boy mega-ed ...

& the silly little girl replied ...

Therefore ....

They do wedding party ! :D

& it was a success !

CONGRATS !

This is how the wedding suit look like .. Kinda ugly . :x

Cute memo right ? Laughs !

Last but not least , thanks to the people who came .. :D

That is the end of the story ..

HAHA !

Just trying to be lame oh ! :D

2009-10-12T14:26:00.002+08:00

121o2oo9

Hmms . Today first day of school , i was late . But nothing happened . :D HAHAS . Got my time table . Sian ... Almost every day 4pm or 5.30pm than end school -.- SIAN . Only friday 1pm end . Bored sia . Than new modules all so bored . Keep write write . & all about business . Its gonna bored me to death . D: Woo ~ The teacher teaching us before having our break gave us early dismissal . So we got 2 hours break . Sounds good right ? But very bored you know ? After eating at canteen , we went to under block slack . & puffpuff ~ After puffing , police came to screen us -.- But is not because he saw us smoke . Is that we're forbidden to go to that area . LOL . Lame die . -.- Than we went back to class to wait for teacher's arrival . So i slept in class awhile . In the end , change of classroom . LOL . Than here i am , blogging after a few minutes of sleep . HAHA .

Life is bored for me ..

2009-10-06T13:24:00.002+08:00

Someone said this ..

Love is like a candle , it will not last forever .

It will stop someday , just the matter of time .

2009-10-06T13:02:00.005+08:00

o31o2oo9

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! :D
& HAPPY MID AUTHUM FESTIVAL ! :D
Yanheng ; emily ; tecksoon & joey.l came to my house for steamboat . After that went to 800 plus play candles & sparkles . LOLS ~ Fun bodoh ! Hahas . Than after that went to 626 there continue playing . Awhile later , junxiang ; daniel & friends came . So they played carpark catching . & i went to the top to help them look after things . Hahas ! Dont know what to say le lehs . Sian ...

2009-10-01T00:57:00.002+08:00

o11o2oo9

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED LAUPO ! :D
& You're one year older lehrs uhs ! Sometimes you need to take GOOD care of yourself when i'm not around ok ? Dont ever leave me cause i dont ever wish to lose you . Loves you ! :D

Hmms . Today really is a fooking shag day for me . Chatted about the 6 sisters i used to have . Really very sad . How i wish the 6 sisters can "dong shan zai qi" . Hais . Miss those days . But .. Nothing can be done . Shag die me . D:

2009-09-23T01:15:00.001+08:00

23o92oo9

Woohoo ! Finally leveled up to 41 with the rank of MASTER ! :D All thanks to .. JIAWEI ; ~YaMaSaKi~x3 ; -CLIQUE-xTea ; ZeUs-BluE & --NkZ-ErZi- for tagging me for about 6 rounds ? Thanks alot manxzx ! :D Thanks JIAWEI for sending me 2x . Hahas ! :D So damn happy oh ! ^^

i miss you

2009-09-18T12:19:00.001+08:00

18o92oo9

Hmms . Rarely use com lehrs . Arboh is i lazy post . Lols ~ I guess i'm gonna mia from blog bahs . :D

- M.I.A. -

2009-09-12T14:59:00.003+08:00

12o92oo9

Hmms . Damn long never post liaos . LOLS . Finally overcome my laziness . -.- Yesterday went to arena pay pool , after that went to atlantis with joey.l & tecksoon to celebrate joyce de birthday . Lols . I also dont know what to say liaos . Forgot what happened these few days . -.- Lols . I really cant afford to lose anyone anymore . Its really feeling very terrible . ): Going through so much ups & downs to continue this friendship , so i dont wish that these will end . :D

i miss you

2009-09-04T12:47:00.002+08:00

o3o92oo9

Didn't went to school today . Around afternoon , went to j cube to meet girlf & kor . Next week kor jiu go court lehrs . Hais . Hope his sentence will be light . ): Got to know a new friend named joey . LOLS ~ So many joey in this world siol . O: But , today got a very very very very very very very happy thing happened , the day i've been waiting for .. the day i've been looking forward to .. I so so so fooking happy can ! :D Hahas ! Really nothing can make me so fooking happy . Omg manxzx . & , i dont need the days anymore . (:

I miss you .

2009-09-02T20:28:00.002+08:00

o2o92oo9

On last friday , went to 900 plus with ting to meet chiobu & slacked till midnight 2am plus . Tired siol ~ But dont know why lehs . Reach home le still use handphone watch "Fated to love" till sleep . :x On sat , went to atlantis with joey , then cab to pm to eat . After that jiu go home luhs . Than i slept till 4pm plus . Then monday went back to sec school for teacher's day celebration . Then jiu slacked at 651 there de study corner with laupo ; joey ; xinhue ; felicia & tecksoon . Then suddenly , laupo ask me want go mansion with her or not . Then i say anything . So after slacking , we went to laupo house first cause she want change clothes & charge phone . After that , cabbed to bishan , her boyf's father's kopitiam . Then ate dinner jiu cab down to mansion at boat quey . Drank & sang . Till morning 6am . LOLS ! Then i secretly went home . Heng my parents never find out . LOLS ~ Scare die me . ): After that , i jiu slept till 7pm plus . Tired . LOLS ~ Today , went to POA extra lesson . When mrs soon reach , she asked me why i come & asked me to go home . -.- Cause she say i got no prob with POA , no need go for extra lesson cause waste time . -.- But my Trading , Profit & Loss cannot make it . -.- Then after POA , wet outside ate lunch then accompany marcus meet insurance agent at mos burger . In the end , the person talked to me also . Then marcus & i took the saving plan . Hahas ! After chatting for about 3 hours , we went back to school for BEV extra lessons .But only 3 people attend . Me , jiawei & marcus . LOLS ~ After school , i went home & met joey & yanheng in bus & headed to arena . Played pool for 2 rounds then jiu went home lehrs . Felt like sleeping liaos . Thats all bahs . (:

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2009-08-26T11:21:00.002+08:00

26o82oo9

Currently now at computer lab . Waiting for teacher's arrival . Lols ~ School so bored . Just now our section head told us that next semester , our new 4 subjects will be ... -.- . Forget liaos . Lols ! Bored lehs . Next friday would be the last day of school for me . Woohooos ~ But .. -.- Holiday reaching , exams also reaching . ): Faints . Past few days i talked on phone with joey.l . Talked about the past .. Hais . I really miss them so . & florence is coming out soon ! Oh yeahs ~ Miss her alot alot alot alot ... ): How i really wish the "6 sister" can get together again once more . ):

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2009-08-23T01:18:00.003+08:00

22O82OO9TELL YOU GUYS UHS , NOW I USING HANDPHONE TO BLOG . AND THIS IS THE OUTCOME . ITS SO DAMN DIFFICULT LUHS ? LOLS . BUT TODAY IS A FUN DAY . WENT TO CELEBRATE TING'S BIRTHDAY . FIRST , WE MET AT JP . THAN WATCHED A MOVIE ENTILTED "TURNING POINT " QUITE NICE . HAHAS . THAN WENT TO 651 TO HAVE OUR DINNER . AFTER THAT , HEADED TO STUDY CORNER SLACKED AND PLAYED POKER . LOLS . PEOPLE WHO WENT TO TING'S BIRTIDAY CELEBRATION WERE ME , JOEY.L , HUIJUN , SIOKHUI , TAIRONG , AHXIONG , CLAIRE AND , JUNXIANG , MANFRED & ZHENCONG JOINED US AFTER THAT . (: HAHAS . THATS ALL FOR TODAY .

2009-08-17T19:35:00.002+08:00

17o82oo9

Girlfriend came to find me at my workplace ! * touched * Miss her loads . Miss those times at bunk . ): But sad case , bunk had closed down . Work is tiring . ): Hahas ! I saw Mr Wong & clive at my workplace ! Miss mr wong alot . ): Hahas ! & i keep say clive bian huai liaos . :x Cause he got a lip piercing . Lols ! Work till leg pain pain luhs . ): Sad siol ~ Woots ~ Happy with my POA results . (: SMILEEEE ~ Dont know what to post le lehs . Sian . -.-

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2009-08-14T10:18:00.002+08:00

14o82oo9

Hey peeps ! Tell you guys something . KEANE is really great ! Omg manxzx . Yesterday , liting & i went to fort canning park for KEANE's concert . At first we thought the concert end lehrs . But in the end , the real keane came . Lols . Means the first "keane" is fake ! LOLS ! But their songs are really fantastic . I'm gonna download their songs soon . Wooohooo ~ "Everybody's changing .... " Speechless manxzx . (: Now at B6-302 . Having POA lesson . Learning fact accounting . But , my com de resolution is too big . So i cant do fact . So sad manxzx . ): Than later need stay back at 12pm to use other com to do . Laughs ~ Later gonna work work ~ Tired siol . ):

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2009-08-13T10:50:00.003+08:00

13o82oo9

Enjoy the joy of giving . (:
Sometimes , its really enjoyable in giving . Giving to people in need . Not to people who are greedy . I dont know why . It makes me feel really happy . You guys should try it too . (: After school going concert with liting . Hahas . Wonder how the atmosphere is like over there . Never attend such a thing before . Lols ! Currently now in school , surfing the net & playing fb . LOLS ! So boring siol ~ & i'm so happy ! Ytd my agent called me . & asked if i'm able to work this weekend & next weekend . Then she also added on that the pay wounldn't be $7/hr . At first i thought it would be lesser . Who knows ? It would be $9/hr ! Oh leh ~ So happy siol ! Hahahahas ! Tomorrow gonna hand in time sheet & get new time sheet . (: Hahas ! That all behs ! Remember to "Enjoy the joy of giving !"

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2009-08-12T12:44:00.002+08:00

12o82oo9

My teacher cheated me ! Yesterday i smsed him if there's assembly today . He replied "Ya." . -.- But ! The fact is there's no assembly . Luckily , i today felt very tired . So never wake up early . If not i will be doing nothing in school . Lols ! Just now at self-excess room playing l4d . LOLS ! Fun siol ! Hahas ! Now having OFA lessons . Suppose to do work . But i editing my links . LOLS ! Hahas ! Now going POA for fact accounting lehrs . ): Sian .

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2009-08-11T09:01:00.004+08:00

11o82oo9

HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL DAY TO EVERYONE ! (:
This few days never use com . No time siol ! Work all day . Lols ! But the pay is ... POWER MANXZX ! Laughs ! Currently in school . Felt so tired luhs . Felt like sleeping . Leg pain also . Cause stand all 3 days . Tired die me . Hahas ! But quite fun bahs . The people there are so fun . Got a colleague damn funny . Fancy calling a customer "fcuker" . Hahas ! Cause the customer dont even know what he wanna ask exactly about the iPHONE . So she ask me to attend to that customer . Then i dont really know about some things about the plan . Than i asked that colleague of mine . Than she said , " this will be a very long explaination , aiyahs ! Call that fucker to come . Opps ! " So funny luhs . Lols ! The colleague there very good , even the manager ! But only 1 not good . ): hahas ! This sat & sun gonna work again . Lols ! Laughs . Thats all for today i guess . (:

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2009-08-06T10:38:00.003+08:00

o6o82oo9

Past 2 days mc , & now i'm back in school ! Nothing much also . Just that no need take temperature anymore . Oh lehs ~ So troublesome manxzx . -.- Laughs . People mostly are the same . Love to say things that people does it but ownself also does it . I dont understand why . But almost everyone is like that . I admit i does that before . But some people doesn't think that he/she has done anything wrong . He/She sounded like he/she's so holy & thought that whatever he/she has done , has nothing wrong at all . Yes , these kinda friend might as well erase them from our memories . It would be better for everyone . Its a win-win situation i guess . Nobody is perfect . Thats very very right . But some people think that they are perfect . & told people stories to get sympathy from other people . Whats the use of it ? Actually , whatever you do , just dui de qi zi ji de liang xin jiu ke yi lehrs . Really very disappointed .

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2009-07-28T08:56:00.002+08:00

28o72oo9

Hellos peeps ! I'm late for school ! Weeeeee ~ LOLS ~ Now having OFA lesson . So sian luhs . Hahas ! & tell yous guys something ok ? Its alright for people to have small breast right ? But whys SOMEONE purposely wore a big bra & put loads of tissue in it to make their breast look big ? Moreover , its so freaking obvious manxzx ! I cant stop laughing luhs . -.- tsktsk ..

To _______ ,

Thanks for ruining my life . I really hate you alot . Cant wait to see you die . You just irritates people all around yous . No one like you ! You are simply stingy & freaking detestable . You know ? Dont act one that alot people like yous . -.- Omg manxzx ! I HATE YOU TO THE FREAKING CORE !

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2009-07-24T09:30:00.002+08:00

24o72oo9

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL ! (:
Felt like skipping school today dehrs . But i didn't . (: Lols . Met hua-ni & zhen-ni at clementi mrt station & walked to school together . So lame luhs . 3 hours of school than go home . -.- Now having BEV lesson . But teacher never teach . All busy using com only . Laughs ! Till now nothing special happened lehs . Laughs ! If got anything happen later on , then i continue blog . (:

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2009-07-21T15:00:00.003+08:00

2oo72oo9

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERMAINE ! (:
Today never go to school . Lols . Got 2 days MC . ): & my OFA i got 80 plus ! Woohooos ~ (: Happy manxzx .

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